Semalem, baru saja aku bisa terhibur dan ketawa....
Tapi pagi ini, aku dapet teguran dari atasan...
Yang lain kali gak boleh diulang lagi...
Maaf Pak Bos, Klo saya sering off air dan kerja semaunya sendiri...
But, Thanks atas perhatiannya....
Coz aku kira sudah gak diperhatikan...
Kamis, 24 April 2008
Masih Ada Perhatian
Kamis, 17 April 2008
Di titik nol
Semua hari terasa sama
Apa yang akan terjadi besok seperti bisa ditebak
Terima kasih kepada hatiku yang selalu setia menemaniku ngobrol
Sabtu, 12 April 2008
Untittled
when you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again. For you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall
You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapter. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love. Fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last fora lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks. For you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his away, whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your hearts, fill you with desire and tear you apart. only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.
There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because everytime we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.
When you decide to love, allow it grow.
When you promise to love, refuse to let it die!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again. For you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall
You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapter. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love. Fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last fora lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks. For you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his away, whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your hearts, fill you with desire and tear you apart. only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.
There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because everytime we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.
When you decide to love, allow it grow.
When you promise to love, refuse to let it die!
Rabu, 02 April 2008
Perpal vs. Ngode...
Doeloe pas jaman nganggur temenku yang sudah kerja pernah bertanya, "Apa sich sebenernya tujuan orang kerja apa to?". Dengan polosnya ku jawab "tentunya orang kerja itu untuk cari nafkah, biar dapur tetep ngebul."
Tapi dengan santainya temenku menjawab, "pada hakekatnya tujuan orang kerja itu adalah mengisi waktu luang dan yang kedua adalah beribadah."
Aku coba renungkan jawaban itu......dan ada benarnya juga akan jawaban temenku tadi..
yang namanya orang nganggur tentunya tak jauh dari namanya susah dapet duit. Uang 500 perak begitu berharganya supaya kita bisa makan...bisa beli rokok...atau beli es teh untuk meredakan panasnya otak yang merembet ke dada.
pokoke rak penak tenan ndes rasane wong nganggur.
Waktu pun berlalu, aku pun sekarang sudah memasuki yang namanya zaman makaryo.
Mulai kerja dari yang pake otot sampai sekarang kerja yang hanya mengandalkan otak dan jari jemari...Tapi yo syukur Alhamdulillah berarti sudah ada peningkatan..
Ternyata orang kerja ada kalanya senang dan ada kalanya susah...
Tapi tak doain semoga yang baca blog ini kerjanya pada seneng semua...Amin..amin..amin....
Saat ini, aku capek dengan kerjaan yang ada...
No inspiration...
No Spirit...
No Dedication..
Aku hanya inget aja ama nasehat temen sebelah klo kita harus "berpikir maju"...
Semoga esok hari aku masih bisa "berpikir maju"....
"Hard work never killed anybody, but why take a chance? "
I want to go home......
Senin, 31 Maret 2008
Ada yang mengetuk dibalik kemudi volvo B12M
Seperti biasa aku berangkat kerja dari rumah jam setengah delapan pagi dan mampir beli sarapan nasi uduk dulu di perjalanan, karena yang jualan nasi uduk biasanya dikantor belum bisa jualan sehabis kecelakaan. Sesampai didepan pintu gerbang kantor, alangkah senengnya perasaan ini ketika melihat senyuman Royal Coach E Adi Putro volvo B12M milik nusantara. "Wah, akhirnya ini unit bisa masuk juga ke Jakarta... Mudah2an nanti bisa melihat dalemannya".
Di parkiran sepeda motor kupandangi sebentar volvo B12M, "ternyata bagus juga", Walaupun sebelumnya aku hanya mampu bisa melihat di milis temen2 bismania yang sudah mengupload volvo B12M.
Sehabis absen, kusempatkan sarapan nasi uduk yang kubeli di perjalanan tadi. Yang namanya laper...apapun enak juga coy...memang laper adalah bumbu masakan yang belum bisa terkalahkan dengan apapun. Sarapan pun selesai diteruskan dengan kerja keseharian, nyalain komputer...buka e-mail tentang kerjaan....dan mengalirlah job desk pagi itu...
Tak terasa dah jam 10 pagi, saatnya coffe braeak sepeti biasanya. Walaupun dalam aturan kerja untuk orang yang jadi "tukang ketik" di perusahaanku gak ada istilah coffe break.... tapi aku bikin peraturan sendiri seperti mekanik dan orang warehouse yang punya jadwal coffe break. MBALELO TENAN....
eh...keluar dari pintu kantor..ternyata ada 2 orang temen yang mau ngeliatin volvo B12M juga. "Aku ikut pren...., siapa tau bisa foto-foto dan lihat interior dalamnya yang mewah".
Buka pintu bus dan akhirnya masuk ke dalam.. "Ternyata mewah juga dalamnya."
Lewat camera HP temenku aku request untuk minta di foto dibagian kemudi.. Nampang sedikit biar kaya supir. Cepret..cepret...akhirnya aku dikasih dua bidikan.
Ada sebuah perasaan yang tiba-tiba muncul ketika ku berada di kemudi bus B12M...
"Aku ingat bapak..."
Aku jadi kangen bapak...
Bapakku adalah seorang supir PO.Ramayana jurusan semarang-jogja...
Bapak yang pernah kuanggap sebagai bajingan....coz menelantarkan aku sejak kecil, menceraikan ibuku dan menelantarkan aku sampai aku mencari dirinya.
yach, sopir memang kebanyakan bajingan semua.....
Bapakku juga ada sisi baik yang memang perlu di contoh... Kesederhanaan, Kerja keras dan pantang menyerahnya yang sampai saat ini belum bisa aku tiru.
"Apa kabarmu di kota muntilan sana pak?"
"kapan lagi kita bisa menjadi pasangan driver dan navigator untuk ngejar jam yang telah habis?"
"Tunggu aku di sudut terminal.........."
Rabu, 26 Maret 2008
The Spirit Carries On
Dream Theater - The Spirit Carries On
Nicholas:
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?
They say, "life is too short,"
"the here and the now"
And "you're only given one shot"
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we've got?
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend
I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
Victoria:
"move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear"
Nicholas:
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
....Sebuah lagu yang menginspirasikan untuk memberi judul pada blog ini, mungkin dari blogger mania yang suka akan musik rock tahu banget tentang lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Dream Theater.
Karena waktu tidak pernah berhenti dan kembali....
Karena kesempatan jarang datang dua kali....
Karena hidup hanya sekali....
Teruslah untuk melangkah....Jangan lupa untuk tengok kanan kiri...Yang didepan mungkin akan kutendang..
Keep the spirit for fighting... not fighting for the spirit...
Nicholas:
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?
They say, "life is too short,"
"the here and the now"
And "you're only given one shot"
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we've got?
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend
I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
Victoria:
"move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear"
Nicholas:
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means
If I die tomorrow
I'd be allright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on
....Sebuah lagu yang menginspirasikan untuk memberi judul pada blog ini, mungkin dari blogger mania yang suka akan musik rock tahu banget tentang lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Dream Theater.
Karena waktu tidak pernah berhenti dan kembali....
Karena kesempatan jarang datang dua kali....
Karena hidup hanya sekali....
Teruslah untuk melangkah....Jangan lupa untuk tengok kanan kiri...Yang didepan mungkin akan kutendang..
Keep the spirit for fighting... not fighting for the spirit...
Coretan Pertama.
Akhirnya bisa ikut-ikutan dengan temen sebelah coret-coretan di blogger.. Saya ucapkan terima kasih buat Mas Mack yang telah mengajari dan mentransfer ilmunya, walaupun dengan marah-marah juga semoga iklhas ngasih ilmunya.... Ojo nesu lo mas mack...nek nesu tak kapruk sisan.... pokoke salam Djancuk... hue..he...he....
Rak sah ngenyek ...rak sah ngguyu... bila masih ada kekurangan pada tampilan pertama ini. sepertinya halnya bayi yang baru berjalan tentunya terkadang kesandung dan jatuh juga. Ngutip istilah dari blog temen sebelah yang katanya ngeblog ikut mencerdaskan bangsa, semoga hal ini jadi kenyataan juga...Amin. Akan tetapi klo baca salah satu postingannya, sepertinya ngajak cyber war nech...
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